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A smiley face as title. Yea lame.
I just got back from JB. That is one hell of a boring place! I managed to find some korean drama "My Princess" in my mum's computer. KIM TAE HEE is so cute in the drama AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! And Song Seung Hoon! I find him hot. And Im now officially his fan! Yeah he's the guy from Autumn in My Heart, long long time ago, before Lee MinHo's birth(on screen i mean). *fan-girling*  I think I now have a fetish for mature guys. Okay I think fetish is not the suitable word. =.=  Sigh, one more hottie in my korean hot guy list. Now I have one more character in my everyday fantasy dreamland. Now should he  be the main lead? or the other guy.......
Anyway, I wanna express my sympathy to THE OTHER GUY in kdramas. It's not everyday you get 2 guys chasing after you. They just had to make all the 2nd guys in dramas so loving and dumb at the same time for loving THAT GIRL whom they can NEVER have. Okay i understand how it feels like to fall in love with the wrong person and can never let go. That makes me dumb too. UGH. ANYWAY, I FEEL FOR YOU. I feel your heart breaking and wanting so much to cry in front of the girl u love secretly so that she can feel you too and dump the jerk leading guy. But it's alright you can come cry on my shoulder I will always be here for you................why must I start a new drama =.= 

I think that, some people should not be parents. Note to future parents and myself: Make sure you are confident enough to be able to groom your parenting skills before you plan to give birth.
Where were you when I needed advices in life? Where were you when I first had a crush and I needed someone to talk to? Where were you when I first had my license? Where were you when I had my first monthly best friend? Because of you I do not know how to care for someone. I wanna show my love to people I care about. But I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO.

It was prom the other day. On tuesday. It went smoothly and I actually enjoyed it! Days before prom I was on prom dress hunt with Ruby and Elaine and went for manicure with Alicia!! My nails lost their virginity for the first time.I really regretted not taking lotsa photos during prom! And I call myself SS queen pftt...I was walking around like an idiot doing my duty and the results? Not being able to take photos T.T and did not get to eat much T.T But overall it was not bad la~~ We went Opera after that. And yeah...the rest...you guess it..

AH FML now everything aint going smoothly. I think I need a new Feng Shui + a NEW JOB.

Surprise!

I was reading chemistry ( actually texting) when my dad opened the door and guess what I saw in his hands? A box.
Lol yeah i didn't know what that was but then omg it turned out to be an ipad! Shoot.
Awesomeness!
My dad called it the lucky pad. He won it! I absolutely love free stuff! Ipad somemore walao.
Sooooooo, instead of studying I played with it for the rest of the day. & I didn't even feel guilty. XDXD

So this is me acting like some sampat zhar bo.

I know it's a bit too late to join the the Ipad hype 'cause Ipad 3 is probably gonna come out soon. You know how we can never catch up with technology, but yeah....Imma happy kid today!
I am so very extremely tired so that's all! Goodie night and sweet dreams yall. =D

Karma

10 things I miss about my childhood

1. I miss living with my grandma. There were times when i yelled at her out of frustration but i really miss those days. ( I'm sorry for being such a jerk to you ah ma! I <3 you)
2. Laughing at my primary friend when I saw his broken arm. I totally regretted it because I still think he's hawt! XP
3. Having lotsa cats. *meow* Yeah they were like playmates to me as I have no siblings. T.T
4. Playing 101 dalmations game! I know it's childish kay! But it's addictive!
5. Crashing my childhood friends' house. They live opposite my house and still do. But unfortunately we sort of drifted apart for several reasons. Different schools maybe? Sigh.
6. Drawing apple with worm in it in kindergarten. LOL I still have the drawings I think.


7. I FRIGGING MISS CYCLING! omo. The rush of adrenaline when I sped along the road without worries! Only pure joy. =')
8. Laughing til my tears came pouring down. Okay lah not pouring down, just laughing so hard there were tears in my eyes. Nowadays that rarely happen anymore. I wonder why?
9. Playing barbie dolls. My friends and I created this rape scene with Barbie dolls. I know...at such a young age. Oh well~~~
10. I guess everyone wishes they won't grow up because as a child, there are hardly any real conflicts and stress. I wanna be a happy child and never grow up! Dream on lah..
11. I just had to add one more. I really miss watching Disney, Cartoon Network or whatever network as long as it's cartoon. My dad unsubscribed to these channels 'cause according to him " You are all grown up now please watch more mature shows like National Geographic" Not that I dislike national geographic but sometimes I need my dose of cartoon too! Who says watching cartoon is childish?! *slaps*

Hmm, there are more than 10 things I like bout my childhood actually but if i were to write everything out it would reach infinity? =D

Note to mum: Sigh, how i wish things won't turn out this way. I just don't feel connected. Sorry. I love you though. It's just that...it's irreversible. ='(

Good night!

Candies and chocolates

Gotta live like you're dying

Always procrastinating, always think that "oh it's okay there's still tomorrow!". That's me. I'm not that dumb but I'm also not very smart academically. I'm just so LAZY. Can it be my laziness is in my genes? Nah, that is just an excuse. Ugh.
Let's face it, time has no mercy on us. Why am I here blogging then when my mind is pleading me to study?
Maybe I'm being ignorant of what is going to happen if I messed up my finals. Ahh ignorant freak. Well, to me exams are pointless. You have to truly appreciate what you have learned and use it in real life to benefit yourself and well, the things you care about. IT IS NOT ALL ABOUT MEMORIZING AND WRITING IT DOWN IN PAPERS SO THAT WE CAN GET A+++++ DAMN IT. But us students are, more than often, forced to memorize it just for the sake of exams. Hello it doesn't guarantee people with good grades not to be terrorist or criminals in the future. Oh well.
So anyway. Laziness is a sickness. So wth is my doctor? I can't just sit and wait for a miracle to happen. That just shows that I am immature.
There are so many temptations around me they are just so hard to resist. It's almost impossible. Maybe I should be anti social so that I won't know what is going on around me and just focus on studies. But knowing me, uh huh...nope, not gonna happen. Time to motivate myself to achieve more, be organized, grow up and stop being such a bitch. LOL. Oh and get out of my comfort zone? Haha.

Went to Rakuzen today! It is love.

Just found out that a racer competing in Malaysia MotoGP died today. RIP Marco Simoncelli. Dying in a foreign land while racing is just too saddening. It's okay maybe heaven's life is better than this screwed up world. =')

Goodnight & sweet dreams. Dreams come true =)

Clover leaf

Brand new blog!!! *claps* Screw my previous dead blog.
Great, I just had to create this when my finals are coming up on 1st of November. Smartass.
Well, mainly thanks to Alicia's blog. Her blog just appeared on Google search at the wrong time when i typed in some other stuff which coincidentally was blogged about by her. And damn here I am creating a new blog instead of sticking my face on some Maths book because well, I got INSPIRED. Okay more like tempted + inspired to start a new blog.
This is just some random introductory post because I think the page looks so boring and kosong right now. Pftt.
Still trying to figure out the trick to html codes. It's been a looooooooooooooong time since I edit any of my blogs. Tsk. This is what happen when your brain got karat-ed.

K toodles <3

PS: Gonna do a description and last words kinda thing bout my SAM classmates because I know I'm going to miss them friggin much after graduation. Not that Im not gonna see them anymore for the rest of my life but yeah~ I just feel like doing so, as a dedication? Lols. <3 you people kay!